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Clean, Masculine & Confident

by Rube

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1.
Open up the paper what do I see? B7 under the fold Photo of my old flame smiling at me Letters of her name in bold Well, looks like you got just what you wanted Got your big promotion Pulling weight all over the town Doesn’t bother me I grab the Metro section You can keep on climbing baby I’m staying down Baby I’m staying down Yeah the weather here is cooler I’ll be here till November You can stop by anytime Riots on the TV Momma gets uneasy Daddy’s got a gun in his drawer Brother’s working two jobs Sister cut her hair off Says she’s not a girl no more Yes, and all the signs point to a downturn Suits stern at the lectern Spreadsheets, they’re wiping ‘em blank And here’s Charlie in the car lot Scoping out a Hyundai Figures he can make his escape He’s got a tax refund And some money from savings And the life that he’s craving It lies off somewhere else Jenny’s got it all figured out Still some days she gets fed up Job’s giving her headaches Go in early stay late Money in the bank though and her rent’s paid up And still she’s waking up nostalgic Brooding over breakfast Dreaming ‘bout a summer on the Lower East Side Getting drunk and slumming with a punk name Lou Saving all her money for a new tattoo But they spelled it wrong And they fucked up the shading And now the colors are all fading And ol’ Lou where’s he gone? Walking into the city, head in a clamp Last night I drank more than I should Stumbling yelling at people on a subway platform Slurring like you know I would Yes and see me walking on the bridge now Trying not to look down Water gets cold in the East River Bay I’m tempted hooking my fingers in the chain link fence Maybe someday later but not today Oh no not today I’ve got some things that I’ve not done yet I’ve got some friends down in Sunset I think that I’ll stick around Couple things that didn’t work out Couple things that aren’t like before What you saw in me babe was a young man of promise You don’t see that anymore Yeah and I know I might have made some wrong turns Might be falling behind Might be taking more than I give And I might be acting foolish Might be going nowhere Might be no good at my job but I’m good where it matters Yes I’m good where it matters If you don’t know I can’t tell you If you don’t care than that’s fine Open up the window let in some air Heater going out of control Outside the snow is piled up high on the ground Hold my face against the cold And I think back to summer 2011 Kicked out of my apartment July and 90 degrees I’m sitting on a park bench Eating two tacos Baby I got places to be but I’m in no hurry Naw I’m in no hurry I think I’ll sip on my soda Summertime, summertime
2.
Yes I’m clean masculine and confident I feel like I could even run for president Spread my message clear across the continent Clean masculine and confident About a year or two ago I bottomed out I got real low I said things to the abyss that the abyss dared not repeat Well I wept and wailed and gnashed my teeth I crawled high on that midden heap I ranted railed till finally sleep Descended upon me But the mirror only shows what’s on the surface And the surface never did no wrong to me So that’s why I’m— Clean masculine and confident I’m thinking I should really run for president Spread my message clear across the continent You know it’s all about being clean masculine and confident Well I woke up one foul morning I was feeling sick I was feeling ornery Had a pain down in my gut that lamed my limbs Friends! My goose got cooked my yoke got busted My taters braised my carrot roasted The former glory that I’d once boasted of being I was not him But the mirror only shows what’s on the outside And the outside, it don’t look so bad to me No it don’t so that’s why I’m— Clean masculine and confident Just watch me now I’m headed on to president Spread my message clear across the continent Clean masculine and confident
3.
Well I’m sitting with my suitcase at the station Got a little time to kill before the train takes me away And I’m trying to assess my situation Drinking warm domestic beer in this unfortunate cafe And beyond the tracks I look and see the sunset Tinged with purple pink and red Around me all the cafe tables empty And I remember what she said Get your clothes out of the closet Wipe them teardrops out your eyes Get your tongue out of my mouth Babe ‘Cause I’m kissing you goodbye Well the waiter he comes by and says they’re closing And would I mind settling up, he brings the check I leave a tip And I wander to the newsstand and I start browsing But the papers seem too old and the magazines too hip So I figure what the hell I’ll buy a novel Get transported clear my head The covers they all look so bright and hopeful Still I can’t forget what she said Get your car out of the driveway Don’t you feed me no more lines Get your tongue out of my mouth Babe ‘Cause I’m kissing you goodbye When the train finally arrives the night is total And the brakes let out a sigh as the machine comes to a rest We few stragglers on the platform shuffle forward They might call it second class but it sure feels like second best Still outside my window I can watch the moon rise Worn just slightly on the right I look around the car I’m in is empty And we go rolling through the night Get your clothes out of the closet Wipe them teardrops out your eyes Get your tongue out of my mouth Babe ‘Cause I’m kissing you goodbye
4.
Hey, Rube! 01:11
5.
Well I hardly ever smoke And I’m small, so small When I light up it feels good For a while But even one cigarette it’s too much They’re so strong, so strong I feel sick I feel close to the ground Well I woke up with the sun It was bright, so bright Full of hope I went out In the day But the sun it’s gone down Now it’s dark all around I feel sick I feel close to the ground And my clothes they all fit I look good, so good Tie a scarf ‘round my neck And I’m warm But the wind’s picking up As the moon’s coming up And my socks and my shoes Full of holes So I think I’ll pack it in Go back home, back home If I’m smart or if I’m dumb I’m not sure Though I’m giving up my pride At least now I’ll feel no scorn Though I’m sick I feel close to the ground
6.
Anna Lee 04:59
Well we met cute outside the cafe You came over to ask for a light Leaning part way over the fence between us It’s downtown, Saturday night You explained how you’d stopped smoking Camels You explained how your friends were no fun When I said my name you said boy I know it I’ve been seeing you around some The group you were with They’d gone off down the sidewalk You turned to join them And I watched you go I was grinning Anna Lee Yeah the sun sets late in the summer All the students gone till the fall When the rain comes down in the afternoon You see steam rising off asphalt It was one of those wild, wild Wednesdays I was bored all my friends had work Caught your sister’s band at your boyfriend’s house It was loud and their mics didn’t work And I wandered off I was lonely but happy I was thinking about music I was thinking about us I was hopeful Anna Lee Well I spent a few weeks missing signals And a few after that missing calls I’m a few beers in on my front porch You’re across town having a ball Yes I’ve been ripped off and I’ve been misused Baby I’ve been nickled and dimed But when I look back at the wrongs I’ve seen I’m not sure if the worst weren’t mine And I know there’s no rush But I’m losing my patience Like I’m losing my head Like I’m losing my cool Over you Anna Lee I drove out, the windows down, radio on I drove out till the station turned to static The sun went down, the clouds cleared off, the stars came out It got cold, it got quiet, I drove back Now the team’s moved out to the suburbs And now downtown looks like a mall All the cafes stopped serving locals All the students back for the fall And it’s not just because it’s September And it’s not just because I’m alone We had one good night I remember But that morning I woke on my own And I’m not really sure What I came here to tell you But that look on your face I can tell it’s too late And I’m sorry Anna Lee
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Shit Year 02:17
Well all in all it's been a shit year Floodlights and picket signs And someone jumped the party line No time for chess I'm a checkers man dear Shoot straight don't waste my time To kick my ass, just get in line but - Oh my god I know That down and out is the way this thing goes OooooOOoooooooOOOoooOOOOOooooOOOOOOooooOOOOOoooo I'm - eager to pass the buck Well you might stop to say You've had good times but never good enough to Pack it all away The way things go One or two will fix me for the road Maybe the night's still young and things will be alright Deer in the headlights So settle in for fiery de-mise The TV advertises twice the fun at Half the size and As sights go you're one for sore eyes Thick glasses look alive I saw your boots your knees your thighs and Oh my god I know That down and out is the way this thing goes OooooOOoooooooOOOoooOOOOOooooOOOOOOooooOOOOOoooo I'm - eager to pass the buck Well you might stop to say You've had good times but never good enough to Pack it all away The way things go One or two will fix me for the road Maybe the night's still young and things will be alright Deer in the headlights It's only time I'm wasting That's the time I spend with you Alone in this old house and bored Wandering from room to room Looking at pictures of who I can't be sure I'm Eager to pass the buck Well you might stop to say You've had good times but never good enough to Pack it all away The way things go One or two will fix me for the road Maybe the night's still young and things will be alright Deer in the headlights
8.
River Mill 03:44
Communicate ’cross the porch Mid-day trips to the convenience store Two pounds of chips, a case of beer And we split the bill In these feral salad days, the grain ground coarse In the river mill Flick my head, watch it nod Statuettes of my old gods One score, seven year reel, I play the film Until I get my fill Of these feral salad days, the grain ground coarse In the river mill Dying light, I didn’t turn you on for nothing When I look back, I expect to see something Forgotten tune, I didn’t pen you out for nothing When I listen back, I expect to hear something Forgotten intimates, I didn’t dredge you up for nothing When I think back I expect to feel something.
9.
Espresso 02:22
Walking down Thirteenth in the spring heat, Oh, woe is me Doc Martens and tight jeans got me weak in the knees, Oh, mercy me ’Cause the boys are looking cool, confident, and clean I know what I say, say what I mean Tall, dark, and handsome, I’ve got nothing against ’em I’m nothing if not honest to a T (when I say, I like) Women in boots, sipping on espresso, About men I feel the same, only less so I like women Walking down first, don’t know what’s worse Going stag or the line for Panna II But much to my delight in the window under the lights Is one choice, good-looking dude Say what you will, I ain’t ashamed to look Beauty is absolute in my book Scribble down a poem, got half a mind to show him I’m afraid I’ll be misunderstood (when I say, I like) Women in boots, sipping on espresso, About men I feel the same, only less so I like women Cruising upstate for a date, mixtape Of Cyndi Lauper in my deck Michelangelo on the mind, curve of David’s behind Got to remind myself to keep myself in check ’Cause my date’s an ice cold cutie I’d like to impress-o Don’t want to let slip, make her second guess-o (that I like) Women in boots, sipping on espresso, About men I feel the same, only less so I like women
10.
Well he wasn’t my first choice I’ll tell you that much Where I come from we don’t talk like it’s the circus Still the lord says every many has got his purpose So I’m looking on the brighter side of things I’ve been pleased to see the team that he’s assembled There’s a few that I don’t like but I won’t quibble ‘Cause there’s a lot at stake and I know it’s not simple I’m just glad they’ve got the right priorities Weren’t no smart slick-talking black man Ever gonna speak for me Better stay out of my living room And I’ll stay off the street And yes the truth is I don’t worry about my paycheck No I don’t vote my wallet boys I vote my conscience And they had eight long years to mess things up So what we need’s a couple tight-ass white men To fix things up I got sick and tired of always playing defense Now we’re back on top and I hope we can act like it For too long I’d watch the tv and hate what’s on it All that change they were talking about well it didn’t change me Ain’t no smug big-talking woman Ever gonna speak for me There’s a lot of money changing hands But my two hands are clean And my wife says she can’t join me where I’m going And my kids say that they just don’t understand me But they had eight long years they had their fun And now we need a couple tight-ass white men To get things done … Ain’t no son moves up to New York Ever gonna speak for me I’ve been listening to it all my life But now they’re gonna hear me I know you worry when you watch the news each evening And when you go out in a world that’s always changing That your kids will not respect the world you’re leaving But don’t you question, don’t you change the things you’re doing ‘Cause they had eight long years to mess things up And now we got a couple tight-ass white men To patch things up Oh tight-ass white men Gonna patch things up
11.
Unemployed 07:45
For a long time I went to bed early Right after the sun went down Used to sleep for ten or twelve hours To pass the time ‘cause you weren’t around But lately I’ve been getting restless I get anxious and I get annoyed Honey — loving you was a full time job And then I got unemployed Summer came and messed up my hours I woke up at five a.m. Strange noises down in the basement I got up to check on them Standing right there and it’s pitch black Staring into the void Sweetheart — loving you’d been a full time job And there I stood unemployed Down in the park there’s a plane tree Broad leaves and dappled shade Good place to eat up a morning Sippin’ hard lemonade But soon enough here come the storm clouds Some things you can’t avoid Baby — loving you was a full time job It’s rough being unemployed We met at my friend Juan’s apartment Some lousy occasion They ran out of ice way too early You offered to go on a run I asked if I might keep you company, you smiled What’s this some kinda ploy? I knew — loving you’d be a full time job Was glad to be unemployed And after that we sure did party Cocktails with all your friends Mary Ann she really liked money Timothy he really liked gin Rachel her nose was enormous We used to call her the adenoid Back when — loving you was my full time job Before I got unemployed And all the things that we said to each other The things that we yelled that we cried I might’ve been wrong but I meant it You might’ve been right but you lied I feel like a kid who got picked on I feel like a little boy Baby — loving you was my full time job It’s not fair I’m unemployed … I figured I’d go on vacation Get outta town and clear my head The mountains were out — it’s too lonesome I went to the beach instead Spent the whole time in the hotel You know that sign says Do Not Disturb Sweetheart — loving you was a full time job Ain’t no time off being unemployed The last day I went down to the harbor Salt air on my thin skin Read for a bit fed the pigeons Saw other people’s ships coming in Two figures down by the water You and some other boy He thinks — loving you is his full time job He’s soon to be unemployed So now the trains all run a few minutes later The water’s not quite so clear The bars are all raising their prices You know I used to drink wine — now I drink cheap beer And it’s not bad but it’s not getting better I’m not mad I’m just annoyed Baby — loving you was my full time job I’m not sad I’m unemployed
12.
By Robin Williamson, (c) Paradox Music First girl I loved, Time has come I will sing you this sad goodbye song, When I was seventeen, I used to know you. Well, I haven’t seen you now, since many is the short year, And the last time I seen you, you said you’d joined the Church of Jesus. But me, I remember your long red hair falling in our faces As I kissed you Well, I want you to know, we just had to grow; I want you to know, I just had to go. And you’re probably married now, house and car and all, And you turned into a grownup, female, stranger. And if I was lying near you now, I probably wouldn’t be here at all. Well, we parted so hard; Me, rushing round Britain with a guitar, Making love to people That I didn’t even like to see. Well, I would think of you. Yes, I mean in the six sad morning. And in the lonely midnight, Try to hold your face before me. Well, I want you to know, I just had to go; I want you to know, we just had to grow. And you’re probably married now, kids and all, And you turned into a grownup, female, stranger. And if I was lying near you now, I’d just have to fall. Well, I never slept with you Though we must have made love a thousand times. For we were just young, didn’t have no place to go, But in the wide hills and beside many a long water You have gathered flowers, and they do not smell for me. So it’s goodbye first love, and I hope you’re fine I have a sweet woman Maybe some day to have babies by me, she’s pretty, Is a true friend of mine.

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Recorded in April 2018 at the Glow Studio in Athens, GA

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released April 12, 2019

Rube is:

Jeff Gess - Bass
Daniel Gold - Guitar
Marshall Yarbrough - Drums + Additional Piano and Keyboards

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Jesse Mangum

Cover Photo by Rob LeBer

Contact us: rubetheband@gmail.com

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Rube New York, New York

Rube was formed in New York in 2016. We recorded our first album in Georgia in 2018. Now we live in New York, Georgia, and Los Angeles. We play poppy country rock music; it's as dumb as it sounds but it's pretty smart sometimes.

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